Everything about the season says “Rush, worry, be stressed!”
Everywhere there is incomprehensible bloodshed and mayhem.
Friends, understandably, are feeling a wide range of emotions: grief, rage, hopelessness, and fear.
There is plenty to be crazy about. There is every reason to be scared.
But I’m learning that I, alone, am responsible for my own peace.
If I’m going to be any good for the struggles ahead
and if I’m going to be up to the challenges that are coming,
I must not squander my energies on being angry or depressed.
So I’m refusing to be pulled into the seasonal frenzy.
I am rejecting the urge to be immobilized by woe.
I’m learning to be peaceful instead.
I know, first hand, how very precious life is
and how quickly it can be snatched away.
I promised myself,
if I survived the heart attack,
that I would be grateful for every moment
I have left,
that I’d take absolutely nothing for granted,
and that I’d fill my life
with all the joy & love & peace
So, I won’t be manipulated into being a part of the craziness.
Despite all that is going on in the world, I’ve decided to be peaceful.
It’s not easy.
It takes some work.
Sometimes I slip a bit
and get frustrated by all the gaudy commercialism,
all the rampant capitalism,
all the greed when so many others are suffering.
But I am determined to stay steady at the task
of being my best and highest self
despite the frenzied season,
despite the excruciating political times,
despite the odds–all odds.
So, in this season of change and transformation,
I come to you with so much gratitude
for all the fellowship and joy we have shared together this year,
for all your kindnesses when I was ill,
for helping make the Creative Cottage
such an amazing place
for us to share our stories & our hearts.
I love each of you for all the gifts
you have shared with me,
all the love you have lavished on me,
and all the happy times
we have enjoyed together.
Please hold my place in your life
as I bumble off,
for the whole month of January
to give myself some time to heal
and regain my strength
after a few more major medical adjustments get taken care of.
I plan to stay in my pj’s and cuddle up with my Beloved.
I plan to do some major revamping of my life…
reinvent my home studio,
dust my sewing machine off,
do a good spring cleaning of the studio,
make some art,
read a lot of books,
finally get a website up,
and plot a new path for 2017.
I will crafting new ways
to be a more effective advocate for peace,
a firmer voice for social justice,
and a more powerful tool for
love, compassion, and creativity…
all the while practicing how to be peaceful.
I will be back in February
with some exciting new classes,
some wonderful Creativity Chix field trips,
and the wonderful magic that is our
lovely little Creative Cottage
Much Love From Kait
Today may there be peace within. May you trust that you are exactly where you are meant to be. May you not forget the infinite possibilities that are born of faith in yourself and others. May you use the gifts that you have received, and pass on the love that has been given to you. May you be content with yourself just the way you are. Let this knowledge settle in your bones, and allow your soul the freedom to sing, dance, praise and love. May you remember that your friend Kaitlin sends you love, laughter, and light!
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